So today at work besides the usual runaround I had some really nice things happen on the side. The most uplifting thing that has happened to me in a good year actually was I got to see Cinnamon Buns today, the most beautiful girl in the world. I walked out of the end of my aisle and she was watching me out of the corner of her eye with her boyfriend.
I remarked to myself on her beauty and she told him "You said he'd call me fat," which not only is ridiculous to think I would say considering she looks just as gorgeous EVEN IF she gained a minute amount of unnoticeable weight, I cannot believe he would actually say that to her. This asshole is dating the most attractive woman to ever live and he is calling her fat. It really pisses me off, really bad but what can you do? She was wearing purple tie-dye leggings (*quivers*) and a little sweater which made her look slightly thicker because I imagine the point was to try and get me to call her fat (ridiculous when even if she weighed a hundred more pounds she would be more attractive than 90% of women) and didn't have makeup on. She actually looks better without it.
Seeing her made me realize the girl I was imagining in my head, my remembrance of her was all wrong in a few areas when she didn't have makeup on. To be honest I still remember times when she looked exactly like the image I had in my head, now though I have another to commit to memory. One that is much more humble and humility looks somehow still striking on her.
Katlynn if you ever read this, you're not fat. You're beautiful. I miss you. I love you. Thanks for coming in to work yesterday so that I could see you, I'm going to remember it for the rest of my life. Don't let your stupid boyfriend bring you down, don't let anyone ever make you believe you are less than perfect. I only wish I could have seen you smile first, okay maybe got to touch your butt too, before you left.
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